I find it difficult to write about anything now, which might make you think, bad timing to start a blog. Yet as my personal side goal, it is my job to find the silver lining in every situation, and, miraculously, I found just that. This exact situation falls perfectly into Wooden Fire-Escapes base meaning, for me anyway. The wooden fire-escape is essentially useless, why would you want your fire safety equipment built out of burnable products? Well, I seem to notice similarities to this that apply all around my life. A life that seems to demand learning to “roll with the punches” because if not there is nowhere to go but crazy. So it almost seems perfectly fitting that I am so wrapped up in personal drama as to consider myself incapable of churning out the normal witty satire I know I am capable of creating. Though do take note, only, “almost perfectly fitting”, as I would rather it be the latter option.
Yet, as I have stated before, I have a feeling things are going to get interesting. And what is life anyway? If not unpredictable.
In the coming months I see many challenges laying themselves out in front of me. Surgery and single parenting, Divorce and a custody battle, learning a new job and doing self-study online college at home, all with a smile on my face (or not). My main focus at the moment is to find ways to ease the overwhelming feeling that comes in a group package with all of these life requests. Any comments on this and I will gladly listen.
Many times in the past I have folded and crumbled under much less stress than what I have now. Except this time I feel stronger perhaps more wise than in the past. Even if it turns out being a false confidence I gladly accept it over none. I need any and all strength I can muster and I know I will need as much support as I can get as well. I will have to start working on asking for help better as it is not my strong point. As these topics arise I will be given the strength needed to work my way through them. One thing I know is; life will continue to stay interesting and I will continue floating through the midst of it all. Even when it all seems to get so tricky.
Wooden Fire-Escapes
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